Thinking about my art

One thing I forgot to mention was that, on that phone call, I ended up saying that the number one most important thing to me is music. This is why I feel like my only hope of socializing and meeting new people is at concerts, and why my only idea for work lies in getting a job as a music writer. To be specific, something like a music journalist or a musicologist. I may know how to play a few instruments, but at a pretty intermediate level – plus, I've got stage fright. 

Anywho, because of this I find myself being drawn back to my art once again. I'm unsure if this is directly related to the trip, but I feel a bit better being a "nobody" and feel a bit less intimidated by other artists and their skill. It's making me want to create again, though I can't quite find good inspiration or the momentum to continue once I've started something. I've been mainly making quick doodles for graffiti slaps in the meantime. 

I actually just stopped writing this entry to make another one based on a sketch I made earlier in the day, haha. Maybe I do still have it after all. I hope after my move, I will be able to set aside a space as my "art studio".